Already But Not Yet
The days after Robin past were strange . Family was gathering from out of town. It was good to see them. There was laughter and tears. It felt like we were all just getting together. So much so that before heading out to dinner or lunch mom and I would both catch our selves on …
Tonight at the celebration service for my precious Aunt Robin each of her children shared beautiful words honoring Christ and her life lived for Him. Molly specifically referred to the story we are all still a part of here. All week I've been reminded of my childhood. How gentle and loving she was. How joyful …
Tonight in our new normal laundry was going as we relaxed and watched tv. Out of no where a wave of nothingness and emotion hit me and before I got swept up in it’s current completely I simply asked John to hold my hand. He did. As I could tell he was assessing the situation …
We are already but not yet.
When I came to head with the blows of depression my senior year of high school, it was just the beginning of dealing with and learning about mental illness. At the time I thought to have anxiety was to have panic attacks. The most severe outward expression was what I pictured. But just like with …
